Getting to know you forever
May 25, 2011. It’s the first time we first met. I hated you for being that “mayabang, mahangin, maingay” guy. You kept on introducing yourself to the class as the “sporty guy, sc president, etc.” I don’t really like you that time but because of your “friendly moves”, we became close with each other. That time, I don’t know everything about you then my best friend told me that, yeah, you’re taken. I tried to resist what I feel for you. I’ve told you about what I feel and I thought you’re going to agree with my decision to stop what we’ve started. But then, you answered, “kaya mo ba?”. So what was that question suppose to mean? Of course I can’t! I like being with you and I love to spend my time with you.
6 months. 6months that we kept the “thing” as secret and you kept on denying to her what’s with us. So you finally ended your “1-year relationship” that wasn’t a year at all. After your break-up, I thought everything would be okay but it turned the other way around. You made me feel like I was nothing. Then there was a time that you told me the line I hated to hear, “Tayo ba?”. I wanted to give up. I tried to give up many many times. But you asked me to stay. Why stay if you’ll treat me that way?? So yeah, you still have this “3-month rule” thing that means that I’ll wait for you again. I’m tired of waiting. I’m tired of understanding. I’m tired of being treated the way I was not supposed to be treated. I don’t deserve being treated like that.
April 23, 2012. First time. First time mong makarating ng Cainta. Unplanned pa.:)) First time to settle the topic that we’ve been fighting for monthsss. It was the best day ever! Hahaha. I feel loved. Ang sarap nung feeling na “at last! naintindihan niya na yung point ko!”. So yun, all is well. Your morning messages made me blush. And super sarap ng feeling na sinabi mong “Sana ikaw na talaga.” I hope na ikaw na rin :)
ILOVEYOU >:*< Hahaha. Let’s enjoy life together :)